Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Body Scans

I'm scared of those body scans, aka PET scan. I shake and cry through the whole thing which takes hours. I try sing, visually take my mind to the islands and nothing works, so I cry and shake. I beg to my heavenly father to please get me out but allow them to get the pics they needs to find any cancer that may be floating around looking for a place to land. I don't hate a lot of things but I body scans and I hate cancer. I'm human and I'm woman enough to tell the truth about my fears. I'm going to pray God removes that fear from my heart an d mind and believe that he will do it.